26th of oct

So fast,very fast,over fast,it's end of October.Working already 2months,i had taste what feel to be a teacher,one word,not easy.Why say so?if you are teach year 1 student,then you will feel that you talking with wall,cause when you told them don't talking too laud with fierce face,not until 5 minute,they will talking like selling fish at pasar,haha!But they are cute,they draw for me..

I feel hate November this year,why?i think who that know about this thing then will know what i am talking about,i hate you!mostly..please la,don't feel that yourself very know my,know what am i thinking about,selfish?记仇?you though only you will?i also will ok..and you never know how was scary when i try to revenge,just like that old man,i think he sick like hell already now,who cares..haha..i don't care..

everyone go out and leave me alone at home for 2 weeks?!in my working day again?!say true,i until now if think about this,i will very super angry,FUOK!!WTH!!if i take care my daughter at home only never mind la,but this is i need bring my daughter go to work again,i work never mind,but how if she wan sleep??!!tired and just sit at there wait me see me finis work??think ba you!talk with me like shit when i asking lagi,ngai diao!long time already i dint say those word,it very suit you!suck..........ZZz..i really stress about this,everyday i going out for release my stress,but until now also have,it very disturb me,sick!yuukkk!!i wan save many many money,buy a house,and MOVE OUT FROM HERE!!!!

14th of oct

Yo~what's up all??boring for my blogger?haiya,can how?my life boring ma..haha..today is my mum birthday,going celebrate her birthday at home with BBQ,my mother,47 years old..but in my mind,she always 40years old..even today i remember she 47,but after few months,i will forget and just remember she was 40 years old,i also dont know why..hahaha..

Mother:
            Mum,sorry that i am not a good daughter.I don't have dad,but i have mum.No people can say me no use or brainless,cause i am my mum's daughter.I still remember when i was kid,mum hit me because fail of exam,talking like shit with her,LOL..If not like that,that not call your child right??Michelle also will do like that with me sometimes when i scold her..Sorry that mum,but i am changing now after become a mum as you..
           I love you mum,Happy Birthday Mother.

Daughter

Debbie Fong

哭泣

有时候，总是会突然掉眼泪，没原因，没结果，我不知为什么。有时候，总是觉得自己很累，快撑不下了，但还是勉强了起来。为了女儿，总是让我‘拼’了命。不 是工作让我累，身边听见无需听见的话，外头听见的传言传语，好累。我想我妈，我想我姐，我安静。侮辱，骂我，恨我，说我，没关系，我忍。自己一个人在房里 哭，总觉得会比较好过。今天脾气不好，不知为什么，好像得罪人似的，心情很不好。总认为，为什么就不能体谅我？为什么是我在累？最了解我的老公，我都不让 他知道我的心情。我恨吵架。发泄？一个星期一次吧，每次都把自己弄得伤痕累累的。最轻松，什么都不用想，只在做工。我不是没有空间，有空间，但少了体谅。 不了解我没关系，但我要求有时候请听我心里想要的是什么。没人有资格说，结了婚的女人不能有自由空间和梦想。我正在向前踏了第一步，我不会再回头。有机会 出息，我尽量出头来给看小我的人。我记仇，那是我的性格，但会让我努力的，拼命的做出别人想象不到的事情。请记住，我可不是很好惹得，不是说我幼稚，但我 就是要给你知道，什么才是真正的高等！

6th of oct

Finally i get my new baju kurung on monday,i love it so much..then next thursday need wear it to take picture with whole school teacher..

nice right?it mean 1Malaysia..see the colour then know..

Happy ^^

Why?because my husband was very care about me..it begin like this..after school,we went to MEE WOO buy Xuan's diapers,after that i going up for buy some glue for my shoes,cause the gum not gum-ing the shoes already,look like got mouth then..those glue stuff at up stair,so i going up and husband go put things into the car,after i found the glue that i wan and paid it,husband tel me:just now you going up got 2 'fan cong' right?they wan see your underwear o!ciu!so hate la..i'm just smile with him and silent..cause i know he was angry..in car,'don't come already,saw those people also hate'..'Home,remember a,no next time,no alone out without me,with friend also cant!make me overbearing this time,i'm so worried about you,so go where must got me,ok?'   hahaha,i'm so happy when hear he say so,i know he care me much,but he never prove it to me,this is first and i will remember it,thanks husband..

Bad dream,not happy

I don't know how to say about my dream,i just don't like and very hate..i admin that i had think it before,but i know it not gonna happen,cause i trust him enough,just sometimes i will think too much because of my hormone..but just now that dream really really suck,hate it!i really don't know what wrong with me sometime,i also don't like it..stop it please..

my first salary

First?i think no lo..hahaha..cause before at home take care baby also got salary from husband..wow!teaching primary 6 student this whole week,trust me,it not a easy thing,make me more headache..i am teaching them 迎宾表演 for tomorrow sunday,i will take picture and share to you guys tomorrow,i am so proud for my own,LOL!

Tomorrow have bazaar at school,that why i need bring primary 6 student to make this show,i like them all,and i feel so proud that they are my first student,i can understand them,cause sometime i can feel that i am one of them,tomorrow,they will be dance a good show for them,fighting 6H and 6I!!

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