Sometimes...............

Sometimes,not i don't wan to,but time don't let me to.
Sometimes,not they say so,then will so.

Why say so?cause i hate people urge me,urge me also need see time see the situation please,i am a human too.I have feel and heart.I hate this world so many rules!Why have rules?!Why don't let it free.Hate.Early morning had been shoot just because an exam?!I'm so stress about this,i'm so stress that u guys talk with other people like that,that mean you all look down me,it's ok.i accept it.But i hate it.I never and ever got people said me like so.If real is my wrong then never mind then,but not.What ever!I HATE THIS WORLD!!

21th of aug

what am i thinking today?!hmm..something changing,change to be good?they think,but i don't..why say so?cause...好人是坏人，坏人是好人..same situation with me just know my feeling and know why am i doing those things..is ok la..everybody happy,no misunderstand,no argue...

Today very busy and headache,morning woke up feel suffer because of my stupid flu,the 5th days..what the hell,so long already,i just realize that..not enough sleep,so it not so fast for recover..go fo tang for teaching many kids from there,finis about 12pm,back home and mum called wanna ask me for go out lunch,lunch at near husband house here,shop name 面对面,if i no wrong kk also have 1 shop same name too..whatever la..i eta curry mee again,walao weh!!really very nice lo..i love it..haha..after that back home and sleep with xuan,2.30pm she woke and i woke too,give she drink milk and go out yam cha with mum in law,bring xuan ofcuz,husband dint followed,cuz he had tuition at that time..we go yung fui yam cha eat bao,i eat le dou sha bao and drink green tea,i love green tea,haha..after that go grand pasifik,a shop that sell many things,LOL..must la..hahaha..i bought a pair slipper only Rm6.9 and i pink bottle for me,nice and simple,Rm5 only,cheap leh,hahaha..

ok,stop type shit already,tired and sick,hope fast saw my Janet on sunday,miss you!!

中秋晚会-育光

昨晚根地咬育光小学举办了中秋晚会，可是有点像新年的感觉，哈哈。看照片吧，不是很多。昨晚还带了瑄瑄去，累得我要翘掉了，哈哈。最喜欢跟他们一起了，谢雁薇请我喝汽水，小鬼请我吃汉堡，其实是被逼请客的，可怜的小鬼~哈哈

十九号

如果明年拿的考试，成功过关的话，我想继续读书，我想碰大学，幻想？我认真的。我并不后悔提早休学，因为未来的路是我自己控制的。控制得好，就过得好。三年后，我想让瑄瑄学钢琴。我过关的话，我要就读法律，你信吗？对我有信心好不好，好歹我以前也是读书人咯，哈哈，可是最近好像生锈了。没关系，我是女强人嘛~哈哈。别问我几时还再生多一个，我只回答你，有瑄瑄了还不够烦咩~顺其自然吧，有了再说。哈哈。

二十八号要下亚庇了，可能下几天，要去弄我家小姐的文章。可能会去PULAU几天，看下有没有$$先啦~哈哈。当然最重要的是，去找我的淑君，和吃章鱼烧！啊~~好想念哦~~

前天开始，我生病了，好怕传染到瑄瑄。昨天又看到她有TONCEL了，烦啊~真的遗传了。没办法，控制就可以了。上次又来一个鼻子敏感已经够烦了，加上昨晚的，烦死了~~下个月，我打算带瑄瑄下去SCANE完整个头，让我有个安心的答案。当然，存钱先！哈哈。孩子一定要摆在第一嘛。是哦，突然好想做工，发现自己不够钱用，但现在还在等学校的消息呢，慢啊！

好了，不说了。昨晚听见了不该听到的，让我发现‘爱’盲目了人，让人变成叛逆，连自亲人都不会顾就做些决定，不止不孝，反而觉得更无脑，就像朋友说的，但我并不打算告发，我选择安静，这样会让我更好过。有时候知道太多的事，真的不容易消化，也不知该把我和他的脸放在那里。他告诉我，想打出来，就打吧，他看到是他的事，自己问心无愧，说出真话无罪，让他心虚吧！谢了老兄！我造反了，哈哈哈哈哈。

别 Don't

别让你心爱的人等太久，人会总是会累的。
别让别人等你等太久，别人会心谈的。
别做些无谓的事情，人家会觉得你烦。
别太过婆妈，他们会觉得你不可靠。
别太过自以为是，他会觉得你很幼稚。
别把吵架当饭吃，把信任当饭吃吧！

Don't fly too far,they will worry that you won't back.
Don't stay too long,they will though you don't wanna back.
Don't give too more hopes,they will wish you so.
Don't make it too sweet,at last it will become bitter.
Don't said too much,everybody will hate you.
Don't think too much,humans will ignore YOU!

16th Aug

Not thing to upgrade actually,let's say about this few days..But not thing was happen this few days too,LOL..Last saturday was a chinese ghost day,do you trust this world have ghost?i don't,that's why i don't scare,i love scary movie,just like ghost story,but some of those ghost movie very very boring,almost their ending i will know what happen,boring right?maybe my requirements too high,watch what movie also many thinking,LOL..But i trust UFO and alien those things,i think that their are kinda nice 'things',they just wanna live too,just like us..SHOOT!what are we talking shit here?hahahaha..BORING............

I am kinda lazy to update my blogger this few days,cause not thing was fun and happen to me..my birthday?!just a piece of HELL!!i don't like this year,i don't feel surprise,and i don't feel wanna surprise at all,why?just because already married?i asked my husband don't give me present,yes!that was from my true heart,i love food,so i asked him spend me eta japan's food last last saturday,it's a awesome day for me,no present,but have friends and foodsssss..really feel like i was pregnant,sure don't have la!!think too much la you~~LOL

Ok,talk about my mum..still sick,all daughter no use!what are you both thinking at?!huh?mum was sick,she needs money for see doctor,then what the big one thinking at?money money money,no money no mum is it??stupid idiot!!i don't have many money i also give my mum,rm50 also good,you?!1sen also don't have,still talk shit with me..really what the hell!!!

think it also mess me up,don't say already..really a piece of SHIT!! =.=

心里话

女儿，姐妹，女朋友，老婆，媳妇，母亲，岳母，婆婆，奶奶，都是女人。男人也不列外。但总觉得，女人很难做。家务，工作，孩子，别人眼中这是女人应该做的。这就是命运？哈，可能吧。女人，你认吗？

IF I WERE A BOY-BEYONCE，这首歌，对女人来说，最最最刚到不行了，哈哈。我算很幸福了，我很珍惜现在。老公懂我，知我在想什么，这一些都很重要。别人眼中，我很幸福，这确实是事实。别说我们没吵过架，我们都会吵架，但都会在一个季节。可能三个月里的一个礼拜都会在吵架，哈哈，特别吧，我最近才发现的，因为好久没吵过架。对我来说是好事，可能我确实是放下之前的事了。老公说，我给他的空间太多了，偶尔要控制一下他，不然会变成恶魔，哈哈。我觉得无所谓，偶尔出去和朋友打下电脑，让他放松一下，每天打篮球两个小时罢了嘛~没什么大不了，而且我很信任他。这个确实能证明‘信任’对一对夫妻或情人都很重要，诺心里一直想些有的没的，就一定会时常吵架。每天吵架不累吗？不累都会变成厌倦吧。

怎样能保持感情呢？不管是心爱的对方，朋友，家人都好，一定有很好的解决方式。就像老公，我们都坚持每天晚上睡觉之前给个晚安吻，说句‘我爱你’，肉麻？幼稚？哈哈，这真的很有用哦，不是SHOW OFF，而是事实。这就是唯一也能维持婚姻长久的方法，但不代表我的婚姻要垮了，而是要让婚姻发展的更好，更扎实。

朋友，就好像皇室，跟他们在一起，一点都没烦恼，说什么都可以，和他们一起，认识他们，是我最好的礼物。淑君，是在‘非死不可’认识的，第一次约会，一点都不陌生。他人很好，很容易说话，也很美，哈哈。和他一起，什么也会说，就好像家庭事情，我们都会互相了解，做妈妈，不简单，哈哈哈。

明天，是我18岁生日。妈咪答应了请我打边炉。很久没见到他了，最近忙，也怕这里的不怎么喜欢我回去，没关系啦，有电话嘛。哈哈。

生日愿望：
希望，妈咪快快好，不再生病，健康的活下去。
希望我的家庭，瑄瑄，能保持很好的关系，快快长大，让妈咪三年后生个弟弟给瑄瑄，哈哈。
希望，‘秘密’。。。。。。。。

6th of Aug

昨天很开心，今天累到要命。真的是付出很多代价啊~哈哈，带了JANET一起出，去了两次PUB，这次老公给哦~因为他也去，而且是当做我的生日，让我尽情的玩。这次的心情完全不同，我能明白为什么那么多人喜欢去，因为可以尽情的放松；为什么我家男人不喜欢，有些人不喜欢，因为很臭烟味啦~~弄得我全身臭臭的，而且，我我不在碰酒已经四年了，戒了拉，乖咧，哈哈。拍了几张照照，去跑街的，去吃名贵的雪糕的，还有和我的JANET拍的，请看吧~~

this is after go bar with her,at there so many uncle untie,
smell second hand smoke..=.=

before out with hubby,and waiting Quan..^^

OH YEA!!VEDABLU~~!!finally i had eta it again,
present from TZE SHAN gong~~hahahaha!!
purple black white shirt that,是李小龙的下一代！！hahahaha.....

camera suck,so blur blur..pai seh ya..hahaha

thanks those company us go shop go any where de brothers..
and thanks for hubby that spend me eat japan's food at 1B wojamama,
until RM100++,hahaha,我真的要把你吃穷了~XD

谢谢你们。。

Thanks My Buddy !!

 

昨天，四位皇室ROYAL'Z的姐妹冲来我家，吓了我一跳，还以为有什么事，突然间的来，又没打电话。我终于知道顺仪，Minica 和岑昨天在讨论什么了！！昨晚我突然间闪了一下，原来你们在讨论要怎么给我惊喜~我就奇怪为什么雁薇罢了在这里，然后找废话跟我聊，我硬硬来冲出房，看见 有相似蜡烛的灯光，我就猜到了，真的有够‘吊’的。弄得我差点哭了出来，鸡蛋糕你们！哈哈。。

六位皇室送我的礼物，虽然昨天有两个没有来，但我知道你们的心意，我也收到了，谢谢。
真的很谢谢你们，我也从来没想过，因为你们都忙着考试。但经过昨天，我终于很确定的，我在你们心里面，也像你们在我心里面那么的重要，谢谢。你们，是我收到最棒的礼物！！我爱你们！！