3rd of Dec

我其实很想回复你的信息，告诉你说：我向你低头，不代表我有错，而你没错。我向你低头，是因为我给我男人面子。我也不想他难做，你可别自以为是了。没有你做我的朋友，我根本不当一回事。你连屎都不如呢~你的朋友确实是多过我，可惜真心朋友，我胜你很多倍。你更没资格说我，你以为你是什么？呸！祝你早日被人甩~~~~哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！

23th of dec

Last night is dragon3's wedding party,but we all 8pm just go,what a funny day.Wait husband and friends back from KK,from maktab,until 8pm just arrive Keningau,then today early morning 5am they go back KK already,because have class at 7.30am,what a rushing day.

Actually we argue bit bit in a small small case,just because i ask husband for don't come back cause worried and late already,but he still wan to come back,not because for go eat the wedding dinner,is because he wanna see me,he said that he miss me,i know,i miss him a lot too..Last,back also..haha..

Arrive there 8pm,first we go vege table eat vegetarian food,fast eat finis,then change to other table eat meat,haha!!most funny is i with ah kiong,eat too many Udang,until our mouth so tired to open the kulit,because we dont wan to use hand,if not need go wash hand again,what a lazy people,haha..

Finally,arrive yam seng and cut cake,i with ah kiong guess about the cake,feel like we still small,he say tat was a real cake,but i say no,cause the cake so high,got 5 tingkat o~~~whole white..envy with there wedding party..haha..but mine also not too bad lo..last last last..finis eat then back..

Home,Xuan sleep already,yesterday she hugging her daddy pillow until sleep in,very sweet her face when i saw that,i think she miss her daddy too..last night husband back and hug her,she so happy,when Joel wan to hug Xuan,Xuan eject,how cute is she..haha..

Hug tide husband,and fall in sleep..I miss you..And i love you..

What Is Love?

什么是爱？其实没有答案。不是我不懂，是我不懂怎么解释。每个人都会遇到不同的爱情。狠，伤，甜，痛都有。最近身边的朋友不是失恋，结婚，就是生了宝宝。

今天灵感来了，想对某个人说几句。
其实爱一个人，不一定要改东改西的，当然除了坏习惯。因为最重要的是信任和尊重，也当然要看清楚对方值不值得让你信任和尊重。所以改是可以，但一定要两人一起改，而不是要求对方改掉坏习惯，而自己还是那么的霸道，任性。有些人就是以为控制对方越严，就代表自己很厉害，可惜相反的，这种事情约会让自己的另一半离开自己，那时后悔也太迟了，因为人类的忍耐性是有限度的。

P.S: Sorry this not for myself,cause we are good and happy,even sometimes we will argue because of something else,but we still will apologize with each other,hug each other,coax each other.how to keep your relationship good and happy,that's all on your hand.don't wish us until old still can hand in hand sleep together,i will told you that,WE WILL HAND IN HAND,NO!NOT ONLY HAND IN HAND,IS HUGGING SLEEP TOGETHER UNTIL WE OLD AND DIE!^.^

26th of oct

So fast,very fast,over fast,it's end of October.Working already 2months,i had taste what feel to be a teacher,one word,not easy.Why say so?if you are teach year 1 student,then you will feel that you talking with wall,cause when you told them don't talking too laud with fierce face,not until 5 minute,they will talking like selling fish at pasar,haha!But they are cute,they draw for me..

I feel hate November this year,why?i think who that know about this thing then will know what i am talking about,i hate you!mostly..please la,don't feel that yourself very know my,know what am i thinking about,selfish?记仇?you though only you will?i also will ok..and you never know how was scary when i try to revenge,just like that old man,i think he sick like hell already now,who cares..haha..i don't care..

everyone go out and leave me alone at home for 2 weeks?!in my working day again?!say true,i until now if think about this,i will very super angry,FUOK!!WTH!!if i take care my daughter at home only never mind la,but this is i need bring my daughter go to work again,i work never mind,but how if she wan sleep??!!tired and just sit at there wait me see me finis work??think ba you!talk with me like shit when i asking lagi,ngai diao!long time already i dint say those word,it very suit you!suck..........ZZz..i really stress about this,everyday i going out for release my stress,but until now also have,it very disturb me,sick!yuukkk!!i wan save many many money,buy a house,and MOVE OUT FROM HERE!!!!

14th of oct

Yo~what's up all??boring for my blogger?haiya,can how?my life boring ma..haha..today is my mum birthday,going celebrate her birthday at home with BBQ,my mother,47 years old..but in my mind,she always 40years old..even today i remember she 47,but after few months,i will forget and just remember she was 40 years old,i also dont know why..hahaha..

Mother:
            Mum,sorry that i am not a good daughter.I don't have dad,but i have mum.No people can say me no use or brainless,cause i am my mum's daughter.I still remember when i was kid,mum hit me because fail of exam,talking like shit with her,LOL..If not like that,that not call your child right??Michelle also will do like that with me sometimes when i scold her..Sorry that mum,but i am changing now after become a mum as you..
           I love you mum,Happy Birthday Mother.

Daughter

Debbie Fong

哭泣

有时候，总是会突然掉眼泪，没原因，没结果，我不知为什么。有时候，总是觉得自己很累，快撑不下了，但还是勉强了起来。为了女儿，总是让我‘拼’了命。不 是工作让我累，身边听见无需听见的话，外头听见的传言传语，好累。我想我妈，我想我姐，我安静。侮辱，骂我，恨我，说我，没关系，我忍。自己一个人在房里 哭，总觉得会比较好过。今天脾气不好，不知为什么，好像得罪人似的，心情很不好。总认为，为什么就不能体谅我？为什么是我在累？最了解我的老公，我都不让 他知道我的心情。我恨吵架。发泄？一个星期一次吧，每次都把自己弄得伤痕累累的。最轻松，什么都不用想，只在做工。我不是没有空间，有空间，但少了体谅。 不了解我没关系，但我要求有时候请听我心里想要的是什么。没人有资格说，结了婚的女人不能有自由空间和梦想。我正在向前踏了第一步，我不会再回头。有机会 出息，我尽量出头来给看小我的人。我记仇，那是我的性格，但会让我努力的，拼命的做出别人想象不到的事情。请记住，我可不是很好惹得，不是说我幼稚，但我 就是要给你知道，什么才是真正的高等！

6th of oct

Finally i get my new baju kurung on monday,i love it so much..then next thursday need wear it to take picture with whole school teacher..

nice right?it mean 1Malaysia..see the colour then know..

Happy ^^

Why?because my husband was very care about me..it begin like this..after school,we went to MEE WOO buy Xuan's diapers,after that i going up for buy some glue for my shoes,cause the gum not gum-ing the shoes already,look like got mouth then..those glue stuff at up stair,so i going up and husband go put things into the car,after i found the glue that i wan and paid it,husband tel me:just now you going up got 2 'fan cong' right?they wan see your underwear o!ciu!so hate la..i'm just smile with him and silent..cause i know he was angry..in car,'don't come already,saw those people also hate'..'Home,remember a,no next time,no alone out without me,with friend also cant!make me overbearing this time,i'm so worried about you,so go where must got me,ok?'   hahaha,i'm so happy when hear he say so,i know he care me much,but he never prove it to me,this is first and i will remember it,thanks husband..

Bad dream,not happy

I don't know how to say about my dream,i just don't like and very hate..i admin that i had think it before,but i know it not gonna happen,cause i trust him enough,just sometimes i will think too much because of my hormone..but just now that dream really really suck,hate it!i really don't know what wrong with me sometime,i also don't like it..stop it please..

my first salary

First?i think no lo..hahaha..cause before at home take care baby also got salary from husband..wow!teaching primary 6 student this whole week,trust me,it not a easy thing,make me more headache..i am teaching them 迎宾表演 for tomorrow sunday,i will take picture and share to you guys tomorrow,i am so proud for my own,LOL!

Tomorrow have bazaar at school,that why i need bring primary 6 student to make this show,i like them all,and i feel so proud that they are my first student,i can understand them,cause sometime i can feel that i am one of them,tomorrow,they will be dance a good show for them,fighting 6H and 6I!!

ARE YOU READY??!!

23th of sep

Busy busy very busy day..well,not thing to update actually..i still need to write it,don't make my blogger feel lonely..ok,what i busy at?first,busy for my class background,next friday need use it already,so i need rush rush rush,tired!after work,i learn a lot..learn how to change face with many different person,how to change my talking style..one word,hard!cause i dint use my old school style very long already,actually when i was young,i very pro for change many face,cause i know that live in this world,then must use it..just need to see how use only..haha!i also don't know what am i talking about..

Tomorrow,will going down to kk for go fo tang fu wu,gonna have fun i think..will go with husband too..so..EXCITED!!hahaha..ok,stop typing,i am so hungry now,waiting tapao from my husband..I LOVE YOU HUSBAND!!but i hate that u don't wanna buy new high hill for me..hahahaha..

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我无言，因为你很令人讨厌，厌倦你的一切！你怎么那么的虚假啊？说我？好啊~那你哪一点不难顶？我就算生活在没父亲的环境下，也知道该怎么做人。就算我没有读那么多书，我也知道怎么分你的假。做人做到那么耍心机，所以你觉得你很威啦？也太自以为了吧？看到都讨厌。还以为只有我会那样觉得你，原来其他人也那样说起你。真是丢脸。
说我假？可惜，我只对你假而已。因为你不值得我对你真。

18th of Sep

What a super tired day..well,my face coming out so many pimples,and i miss my face that very clean one,LOL..stress and many think,that make my face like this,plus not enough sleep at all..but never mind la,as they say,i still young,my face still can save and pretty back like before..why they said me young?cause pimples come out means that your whole body still can development,grow..so i dont scare that my face look like this now,i still got people love,hahahaha!!

Oh ya,i get my new BABY..guess what??my new iron hair la..hahaha..my old iron already broken 1 year ago,now i get my new thing,and i very very very superb like love it..hahaha..nice to use too..easy bring along..

how do you feel??hehe..sexy purple,my favorite..but i saw tze shan tag me a photo that her sister's iron just now,ENVY..cause..she had flower logo on it,mine just simple..hahaha..but same use and love it much la..hahaha..


last,i had found that many people hate you,cause your style and every things..dont said that meny people had me,but hate you those people,hate you more then hate me..

Boring With My Stress

Stress,tired with it..all about money..money,money,money..WHY?!i hate those feel,stress until i cried alone,think alone..family?help?what did u guy said before?forget?of what?when need help then all gone and run away,that's call family??!!i'm not blaming or what..i just hate when really can help but still many reason to talk shit..i'm tired to stay and live in this world,SUCK!!!!!!

Work,Busy

我开始做工了，也开始毁容了，哈哈，我的脸保养了整整三年，现在竟然给我出来混，这次跟毁容没两样，没办法，女人就是爱美。才工作一个星期，但我好像黑了一点点耶~怎么办？哈哈。看看我今天做了什么吧。

我的宝贝，给带去学校用，是妈咪做的。
这是我的office用的。

这是今天在学校忙的事，搞得我头昏脑胀的。其实是布置布告栏啦，真的被它搞得团团转。

好了，没什么好说的。我做什么工？学校科学管理员，轻松又好的工作。在那里也算是半个老师，半个罢了，我哪有资格当老师那么伟大啊~哈哈哈哈

10th of sep

What a wonderful saturday,LOL..later need go back to school for clean my office and put up my own langsir,pity,cause my room don't have langsir yet,they need ready many things for me,but nvm la,this work was very easy and free too,i like it..yesterday morning my new table and chair was arrive,wow!got roda de chair,somebody was red eyes that time,LOL..sorry ya,i just follow what my boss said and they give me what then i accept..

So,later need go back school,after that i with carol planing for go shopping at whole keningau area,will be have fun today,but i don't have $$ for go shop,that was the most suck problem,hate it..wait my salary out first~~i will buy what i need!!!wuahahahahhahaha.............

Ok,stop typing,early morning talk shit at here,hahaha...

4th of sep

最近成语好像进步了很多，因为看了‘公主嫁到’，那部戏，真的很死鬼多成语谚语的，你反反复复看的话，保定你的话语会及格，哈哈哈，夸张的我，=.=

好了，瑄生病了，喉咙发炎，发高烧。星期六特地为了她赶下亚庇带她去看医生，果然还是那里适合她。现在好很多了，弄得我没觉好睡，累的头痛到要爆炸了！哈哈哈

没什么好更新的，最后我要说一句，你对别人怎样，别人就会对你怎样，这就是自作自受，自讨苦吃。我不知道你几时真几时假，但我不会再相信你，因为你很假。别说我无情，因为我已经很看不过眼你那自大，自以为是的款式了！还有，耍手段而得来的东西，永远不会让你长久的拥有！

PUI!!

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First Day Of Sep

Hmm..not thing can update too,cause not thing special happen..Just before planning will go down meet my Janet,but i din't..i know,feel like i am lie-ing her,feel sorry for her..i miss her alot..sorry panda..:(
Im not very happy actually that day,cause no much money for going down for play,never mind la..wait me work and save many money 1st,then i will go down play for 1 week,wuhuu!!haha..

Yesterday,sis in law come back from kuching,cause she go there for study at maktab,so come back for holidays,and bring her friend from kk come here for play,yesterday bring them go play badminton..Today go play too,husband was teaching me how to play,he so annoying..hahaha!!and that game make me crazy,sick!i love that!haha...my whole body was pain after play that,pity~~cause too long dint play already,that why..

So..not thing shit can let me type already,my brain just thinking food..crazy! XD

Sometimes...............

Sometimes,not i don't wan to,but time don't let me to.
Sometimes,not they say so,then will so.

Why say so?cause i hate people urge me,urge me also need see time see the situation please,i am a human too.I have feel and heart.I hate this world so many rules!Why have rules?!Why don't let it free.Hate.Early morning had been shoot just because an exam?!I'm so stress about this,i'm so stress that u guys talk with other people like that,that mean you all look down me,it's ok.i accept it.But i hate it.I never and ever got people said me like so.If real is my wrong then never mind then,but not.What ever!I HATE THIS WORLD!!

21th of aug

what am i thinking today?!hmm..something changing,change to be good?they think,but i don't..why say so?cause...好人是坏人，坏人是好人..same situation with me just know my feeling and know why am i doing those things..is ok la..everybody happy,no misunderstand,no argue...

Today very busy and headache,morning woke up feel suffer because of my stupid flu,the 5th days..what the hell,so long already,i just realize that..not enough sleep,so it not so fast for recover..go fo tang for teaching many kids from there,finis about 12pm,back home and mum called wanna ask me for go out lunch,lunch at near husband house here,shop name 面对面,if i no wrong kk also have 1 shop same name too..whatever la..i eta curry mee again,walao weh!!really very nice lo..i love it..haha..after that back home and sleep with xuan,2.30pm she woke and i woke too,give she drink milk and go out yam cha with mum in law,bring xuan ofcuz,husband dint followed,cuz he had tuition at that time..we go yung fui yam cha eat bao,i eat le dou sha bao and drink green tea,i love green tea,haha..after that go grand pasifik,a shop that sell many things,LOL..must la..hahaha..i bought a pair slipper only Rm6.9 and i pink bottle for me,nice and simple,Rm5 only,cheap leh,hahaha..

ok,stop type shit already,tired and sick,hope fast saw my Janet on sunday,miss you!!

中秋晚会-育光

昨晚根地咬育光小学举办了中秋晚会，可是有点像新年的感觉，哈哈。看照片吧，不是很多。昨晚还带了瑄瑄去，累得我要翘掉了，哈哈。最喜欢跟他们一起了，谢雁薇请我喝汽水，小鬼请我吃汉堡，其实是被逼请客的，可怜的小鬼~哈哈

十九号

如果明年拿的考试，成功过关的话，我想继续读书，我想碰大学，幻想？我认真的。我并不后悔提早休学，因为未来的路是我自己控制的。控制得好，就过得好。三年后，我想让瑄瑄学钢琴。我过关的话，我要就读法律，你信吗？对我有信心好不好，好歹我以前也是读书人咯，哈哈，可是最近好像生锈了。没关系，我是女强人嘛~哈哈。别问我几时还再生多一个，我只回答你，有瑄瑄了还不够烦咩~顺其自然吧，有了再说。哈哈。

二十八号要下亚庇了，可能下几天，要去弄我家小姐的文章。可能会去PULAU几天，看下有没有$$先啦~哈哈。当然最重要的是，去找我的淑君，和吃章鱼烧！啊~~好想念哦~~

前天开始，我生病了，好怕传染到瑄瑄。昨天又看到她有TONCEL了，烦啊~真的遗传了。没办法，控制就可以了。上次又来一个鼻子敏感已经够烦了，加上昨晚的，烦死了~~下个月，我打算带瑄瑄下去SCANE完整个头，让我有个安心的答案。当然，存钱先！哈哈。孩子一定要摆在第一嘛。是哦，突然好想做工，发现自己不够钱用，但现在还在等学校的消息呢，慢啊！

好了，不说了。昨晚听见了不该听到的，让我发现‘爱’盲目了人，让人变成叛逆，连自亲人都不会顾就做些决定，不止不孝，反而觉得更无脑，就像朋友说的，但我并不打算告发，我选择安静，这样会让我更好过。有时候知道太多的事，真的不容易消化，也不知该把我和他的脸放在那里。他告诉我，想打出来，就打吧，他看到是他的事，自己问心无愧，说出真话无罪，让他心虚吧！谢了老兄！我造反了，哈哈哈哈哈。

别 Don't

别让你心爱的人等太久，人会总是会累的。
别让别人等你等太久，别人会心谈的。
别做些无谓的事情，人家会觉得你烦。
别太过婆妈，他们会觉得你不可靠。
别太过自以为是，他会觉得你很幼稚。
别把吵架当饭吃，把信任当饭吃吧！

Don't fly too far,they will worry that you won't back.
Don't stay too long,they will though you don't wanna back.
Don't give too more hopes,they will wish you so.
Don't make it too sweet,at last it will become bitter.
Don't said too much,everybody will hate you.
Don't think too much,humans will ignore YOU!

16th Aug

Not thing to upgrade actually,let's say about this few days..But not thing was happen this few days too,LOL..Last saturday was a chinese ghost day,do you trust this world have ghost?i don't,that's why i don't scare,i love scary movie,just like ghost story,but some of those ghost movie very very boring,almost their ending i will know what happen,boring right?maybe my requirements too high,watch what movie also many thinking,LOL..But i trust UFO and alien those things,i think that their are kinda nice 'things',they just wanna live too,just like us..SHOOT!what are we talking shit here?hahahaha..BORING............

I am kinda lazy to update my blogger this few days,cause not thing was fun and happen to me..my birthday?!just a piece of HELL!!i don't like this year,i don't feel surprise,and i don't feel wanna surprise at all,why?just because already married?i asked my husband don't give me present,yes!that was from my true heart,i love food,so i asked him spend me eta japan's food last last saturday,it's a awesome day for me,no present,but have friends and foodsssss..really feel like i was pregnant,sure don't have la!!think too much la you~~LOL

Ok,talk about my mum..still sick,all daughter no use!what are you both thinking at?!huh?mum was sick,she needs money for see doctor,then what the big one thinking at?money money money,no money no mum is it??stupid idiot!!i don't have many money i also give my mum,rm50 also good,you?!1sen also don't have,still talk shit with me..really what the hell!!!

think it also mess me up,don't say already..really a piece of SHIT!! =.=

心里话

女儿，姐妹，女朋友，老婆，媳妇，母亲，岳母，婆婆，奶奶，都是女人。男人也不列外。但总觉得，女人很难做。家务，工作，孩子，别人眼中这是女人应该做的。这就是命运？哈，可能吧。女人，你认吗？

IF I WERE A BOY-BEYONCE，这首歌，对女人来说，最最最刚到不行了，哈哈。我算很幸福了，我很珍惜现在。老公懂我，知我在想什么，这一些都很重要。别人眼中，我很幸福，这确实是事实。别说我们没吵过架，我们都会吵架，但都会在一个季节。可能三个月里的一个礼拜都会在吵架，哈哈，特别吧，我最近才发现的，因为好久没吵过架。对我来说是好事，可能我确实是放下之前的事了。老公说，我给他的空间太多了，偶尔要控制一下他，不然会变成恶魔，哈哈。我觉得无所谓，偶尔出去和朋友打下电脑，让他放松一下，每天打篮球两个小时罢了嘛~没什么大不了，而且我很信任他。这个确实能证明‘信任’对一对夫妻或情人都很重要，诺心里一直想些有的没的，就一定会时常吵架。每天吵架不累吗？不累都会变成厌倦吧。

怎样能保持感情呢？不管是心爱的对方，朋友，家人都好，一定有很好的解决方式。就像老公，我们都坚持每天晚上睡觉之前给个晚安吻，说句‘我爱你’，肉麻？幼稚？哈哈，这真的很有用哦，不是SHOW OFF，而是事实。这就是唯一也能维持婚姻长久的方法，但不代表我的婚姻要垮了，而是要让婚姻发展的更好，更扎实。

朋友，就好像皇室，跟他们在一起，一点都没烦恼，说什么都可以，和他们一起，认识他们，是我最好的礼物。淑君，是在‘非死不可’认识的，第一次约会，一点都不陌生。他人很好，很容易说话，也很美，哈哈。和他一起，什么也会说，就好像家庭事情，我们都会互相了解，做妈妈，不简单，哈哈哈。

明天，是我18岁生日。妈咪答应了请我打边炉。很久没见到他了，最近忙，也怕这里的不怎么喜欢我回去，没关系啦，有电话嘛。哈哈。

生日愿望：
希望，妈咪快快好，不再生病，健康的活下去。
希望我的家庭，瑄瑄，能保持很好的关系，快快长大，让妈咪三年后生个弟弟给瑄瑄，哈哈。
希望，‘秘密’。。。。。。。。

6th of Aug

昨天很开心，今天累到要命。真的是付出很多代价啊~哈哈，带了JANET一起出，去了两次PUB，这次老公给哦~因为他也去，而且是当做我的生日，让我尽情的玩。这次的心情完全不同，我能明白为什么那么多人喜欢去，因为可以尽情的放松；为什么我家男人不喜欢，有些人不喜欢，因为很臭烟味啦~~弄得我全身臭臭的，而且，我我不在碰酒已经四年了，戒了拉，乖咧，哈哈。拍了几张照照，去跑街的，去吃名贵的雪糕的，还有和我的JANET拍的，请看吧~~

this is after go bar with her,at there so many uncle untie,
smell second hand smoke..=.=

before out with hubby,and waiting Quan..^^

OH YEA!!VEDABLU~~!!finally i had eta it again,
present from TZE SHAN gong~~hahahaha!!
purple black white shirt that,是李小龙的下一代！！hahahaha.....

camera suck,so blur blur..pai seh ya..hahaha

thanks those company us go shop go any where de brothers..
and thanks for hubby that spend me eat japan's food at 1B wojamama,
until RM100++,hahaha,我真的要把你吃穷了~XD

谢谢你们。。

Thanks My Buddy !!

 

昨天，四位皇室ROYAL'Z的姐妹冲来我家，吓了我一跳，还以为有什么事，突然间的来，又没打电话。我终于知道顺仪，Minica 和岑昨天在讨论什么了！！昨晚我突然间闪了一下，原来你们在讨论要怎么给我惊喜~我就奇怪为什么雁薇罢了在这里，然后找废话跟我聊，我硬硬来冲出房，看见 有相似蜡烛的灯光，我就猜到了，真的有够‘吊’的。弄得我差点哭了出来，鸡蛋糕你们！哈哈。。

六位皇室送我的礼物，虽然昨天有两个没有来，但我知道你们的心意，我也收到了，谢谢。
真的很谢谢你们，我也从来没想过，因为你们都忙着考试。但经过昨天，我终于很确定的，我在你们心里面，也像你们在我心里面那么的重要，谢谢。你们，是我收到最棒的礼物！！我爱你们！！

完了！完了！

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Day And Time..

Sorry all of my reader,i know,my blog very boring,but that was my life,can how??haha..so,xuan xuan was sick this few days,high fever,she make me so scared,because i was alone with her that day,everybody was going kk,i was almost cried out,but i endured,cause i need to be strong..finally i going down to kk with my step-father,my mum dint followed,cause she still sick..so only me alone bring she go down..go see doc soon,he is the most i trust,he very professional,he told us that she had nose sensitive,so no dust,smoke and less air-cone..those can control it less swollen,but not it make her fever,so maybe is 出麻 or 出假麻,mean she very hot inside just will make she out those things,not thing to worry,just need to stop her fever only..so he was right,really 出麻 after 3 days fever..i more relax after she out that,cause dint sleep for 3 days,scare she will fever suddenly again..but now she ok le,thanks that everyone care about her..she getting well very fast this few days,coming back like a monkey already,haha!

Ok,yesterday is her first birthday,but i already make it early when on her chinese birthday..my mum called me last night and said will bring me go buy her things after she was get more well soon,so i waiting..hope can go kk buy,haha,miss TAKOYAKI..

And last,my 'moon' not yet come find me o..worried?a bit..i already go buy check that day,but negative,mean don't have lah..if don't have then will come find me,but until now already almost 2 weeks not yet come eh,is it my 'there' got somethings wrong?cause before a chinese doc said me got that sick after i was born baby by operation..hmm..hope wont have anythings..cause no $$ not suit for sick..haha..

Oh ya,planing to go kk soon when my birthday,going Janet's baby first years old party,what should i give ya?ang pau??hahaha..thinking.......hope can go down,then i can wear my new dress that put inside my drawer already many years,hahahaha!!

ok..stop typing,wanna give xuan xuan sleep lo..bye~~XD

我不再让你或任何人再看不起我！

朋友说的对，你不值得任何人同情。就算我是双面人，这也是个保护自己的方法。你懂什么？请别只会说，而自己也做不到！每个人类，都是双面人，一个坏，一个好。做好人，被说多事，被说自以为。做坏人，偏偏相信所有的话。我承认我是双面人，但你敢说不是吗？说话之前，请想下自己有没有资格说别人，才出声。

P.S：请不要TERASA是在说你，谢谢。

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How About My Day??XD

i just found that i had a long long hair,
but im so lazy to take care it,
so sometimes it will be look like 'rumput kering',haha!!
im thinking to cut it short,
but husband will kill me,
cuz he likes me had a long long hair,
but i feel so messy la..LOL

ok,stop typing shit there..get in my topic now..haha,so its talk about my birthday,hmm..3more weeks,how celebrate??i had no idea..but i got plan that celebrate at outside with Monica them,cuz im 11th and she is 22th,so i decide to make it early,before they exam..then all can out lo,haha..seven of us,so hard to get together,not this busy,then is that cant out..and 11th i wan to celebrate just with my husband,missing before we married those time,miss..

so 6th i decide we going walk for whole keningau,then nite out eat steambot,yes..that was i wan to..miss when i was young..i mean when we were still study..wow!im still young now too lo..haha..

18years old birthday,im not underage anymore,but im not going to pub too,just i had found that,i had living in this world already 18years,thanks that give me live so long,hahaha!!

what i had in this 18years?families,friends,enemies,work,cry,sad,smile,mad,sick and more,everything i had pass..but i know that i still have many things need feel it,need pass it..but i know that i can handle it,cuz my husband my child needs me,i must be the strong one..some people think that im stupid,think that i dont know they do what or say me what at behind me,i just wan to say,dont think that u are so prefect,every humans will did wrong too,and you too..what la,dont say suck things at here,hahaha!!

So,how about your day??^^

♥